I really want to thank all of you. I have been working on a project "officially" one could say for 5 months?
Realistically,
I have been on a massive journey all of 2021. I refused to back down in the face of adversity.
October of 2020, I took a month off to recuperate my soul.
Working at Seattle Children's Hospital has spurred episodes of flashbacks-- images seared in my mind's eye.
This is the nature of healthcare that no one sees.
Nightmares, binge drinking, extreme episodes of unexplainable sadness.
Anger.
Anger with a system fueled by the dollar;
Fear is a Mind Killer.
F.U.D.
Fear
Uncertainty
Doubt
Psychology is fascinating; I wake up every day excited. I have seen through the veil. The veil of Black vs. White.
Does not matter where you assign it, but life is a spectrum.
There is the socially acceptable route of engagement, and then there are the rebels.
I have chosen to become a rebel.
Can I tell you a secret? Well...secret not so much. But POV 100%
I never wanted to work for someone else.
I never saw myself getting a conventional job.
I am a free spirit. Capitalist [and other] societies attempt to silence the minority.
I am an artist.
I am free.
I need not follow your preset ideals. I am free from expectation.
I am a creative.
I dictate my life.
Yes, you have been able to integrate me into the system from an early age, but I was fortunate.
I saw the OUTSIDE world before the age of 12. I travelled across our beautiful planet earth.
Big Brother is Watching.
And damn, life in Italy--- la dolce vita-- is on my horizon. Nothing will prevent me from being happy with my decisions in life. Prepare for a parabolic launch to space and self-actualization. I encourage you to join me.//